Haircut: 5in shorter.
Reblogged this from my personal/public tumblr.
Dont mind the ugliness & the fact that i have yet to lose weight recently :(
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so theres this guy i really like and we go to school together ( its a community college so we see other alot this semester, but since it has multiple campuses theres a chance i might not be able to see him next semester.) Well i tend to be a pessimist and dont think theres any chance of him liking me but idk somewhere deep down im seeing little signs i guess like him nudging his friend whenever i walk in the library where he usually is or him kinda staring at me when i walk in. I thought he was just being.. idk, ive never dated before so idk what these signs are. Im 16 and was homeschool so i guess that explains why im sooo clueless. He’s 18 and soo outgoing, and really focused and smart. I added him on facebook and we’ve talked a few times but idk he seems to have alot of female friends but idk if thats because he just a nice guy ya know? ohh soo sorry if this long but yea even if we dont end up dating i would still love to be friends with him…
Thanks for your help in advance, it seems like i should be going to a friend for this kind of advice but they’re tired of hearing how shy i am and how im losing someone like him by doing nothing.
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yess i loved that show, but i think it got canceled
:(
now i watch the regular show & adventure time <3
to me he’s perfect
but what am i to him?
what if im not even his type??
what if he prefers blonde and blue eyed as opposed to black and brown D:
what if im too awkward?
what if, what if, what if?????
so many doubts….
why cant i just hope for that best, that we can at least be friends?
im soooo mean and awkward….no emotions ughh i hate it!
i want to show him that i am interested but im afraid he wont be… they always arnt.
his smile, his eyes, everything is just sooooo sweet…
like today i just finished taking an exam that i know for a fact that i totally bombed because i forgot to study D: but i just walked into the school library and there he was studying…he smiled and said hi as i was about to walk by him because i didnt even think he would care who i was besides, the girl who he has a biology class with thats always late :/ and i promise you my whole day turned around like im typing this half happy that he exist but completely broken because i feel like it would just go nowhere and that there are prettier people for him to be interested in…
idk maybe im missing something, ive never dated or had someone like him possibly attracted to me…
why am i soo fucking messed up? i need advice..something to help me not make stupid mistakes.
can you help me?
i just wish i knew what to do to make him mine…i wanna be careful this time.